Rock and a hard place

I’m finally in a realationship with a very sweet and caring boy that I like very much, but it still isn’t as good as it was with my friend with benefits. How do I even begin to handle the emotional stress from that? Fuck.

First post in well over a year

It’s one of the most emotionally destroying things to be so deeply and unconditionally in love with someone, but wanting so badly to hate them, because they tear you apart over and over again. But you still let them, because you can’t let go.